Blunted

I have no great edge in skills. I can't read people or do the math anymore than the average student of the game. And my experience level is less than the online billion-hand sample sizes.

My only edge is self-awareness. When I had a nightmare downswing, I would examine every hand street by street, sometimes here, sometimes on rgp or 4.

But in this last free fall, I didn't do it. Laziness, busy-ness, denial, I am not sure of what excuse to use. I just haven't been doing the only thing that set me apart from the crowd.